It's nice to know some things never change. When I loosen the control over my feelings and let myself fall for someone it's sure to be someone who doesn't feel the same for me. maybe I'm just afraid of relationships and because of that fall for guys I don't risk it with. Even though it hurts to feel so much without getting anything back. I don't know. Maybe I'm just emotionally fucked up. At least it's helping me to lose weight.
I've been sleeping most of the weekend because when I sleep I don't think.